My final post. 我希望你幸福。。。

Don't tell me you can't feel the change between me & us.We do feel the difference.If I tell you I don't feel a little heartache I'm just lying to you. I feel it partly because of the way you react wasn't what I expect.I think you know this day is coming already.I don't mind if you were to hate me for the rest of your life still I will stick to this decision of mine.I hope we will be happier like this.I hope I won't regret if the next one coming isn't as great as you.

You say you know in my age we tends to play more you say you can accept it but we're just avoiding the problem in between.You called me a selfish one I admit.From the start I already make it clear that I'm one materialistic women.I think only for myself.Now that I know what I want & I will go.

I'm sorry.I know I have change..I don't know what will become of me. I know I'm fucking selfish,I know I'm fucking cruel,I know I'm just putting up a strong front.I know I will break down soon,I know what will happen to us after today,I know maybe I might regret one day,I know we will never be together again.I know I'll fall one day with no support at all. I know all the consequences.

As long as I know what I'm doing,I deserved respect & support from friends,family..




Ps: I'm not going to update this page of mine anymore.I let go of my 3yr 6 mths r/s.