Moved!

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My final post. 我希望你幸福。。。

Don't tell me you can't feel the change between me & us.We do feel the difference.If I tell you I don't feel a little heartache I'm just lying to you. I feel it partly because of the way you react wasn't what I expect.I think you know this day is coming already.I don't mind if you were to hate me for the rest of your life still I will stick to this decision of mine.I hope we will be happier like this.I hope I won't regret if the next one coming isn't as great as you.

You say you know in my age we tends to play more you say you can accept it but we're just avoiding the problem in between.You called me a selfish one I admit.From the start I already make it clear that I'm one materialistic women.I think only for myself.Now that I know what I want & I will go.

I'm sorry.I know I have change..I don't know what will become of me. I know I'm fucking selfish,I know I'm fucking cruel,I know I'm just putting up a strong front.I know I will break down soon,I know what will happen to us after today,I know maybe I might regret one day,I know we will never be together again.I know I'll fall one day with no support at all. I know all the consequences.

As long as I know what I'm doing,I deserved respect & support from friends,family..




Ps: I'm not going to update this page of mine anymore.I let go of my 3yr 6 mths r/s.

Jolin's wedding.

12 feb is my dear jolin's big day.Here,I'm going to wish the newly wedds Mr & Mrs Teo a blissful & lasting marridge with lot of kids.Hope you guy enjoy your honeymoon tml & bring good news when you're back.Hehe! :P

With lots of love;

Priscilla

Before going to jolin's wedding dinner Baby & I quarrelled again.He even said that he is not going at ard 4.30 pm when the wedding dinner start at 7.30pm.He really make me damn pissed off!! In the end,he said ok when I asked him the last time before he drove me home to prepare.He came to fetch me 90mins later with a very good mood.On my GPS from my Iphone then guide him the way to Expo when we see Expo I'm so excited plus happy because we didn't lost our way.

Catch up with friends & of course not neglecting baby before the wedding starts.We took lots of pictures but the picture were not with me.Baby & yingto's bf click well.thank god! He don't like to attend this type of gathering with me because he always think that its boring with no one to talk to.Haha! If the groom is free I'm sure they can click like how I click with the ladies.

After dinner,Baby drove me over to Danny's place for mahjong while he went to tua.On the way there the time show 11.11pm I quicky ask him to make a wish after he make I ask him make again then my turn to make.I told him I wish for a baby soon.His reaction was "Crazy ar? cannot have baby now cos no money" Idoit! Finished mahjong at 5am then he came to fetch me home,bath & sleep.

Strong enough to overcome obstacles.

Baby & I quarrelled everyday after chinese new year.I don't know what happened to us.Our temper is just so bad.Ever since his brother triggered it he can't control his temper anymore.He will give in to me all the time but now he can't & of course I can't too because I'm so used to it end up arguing.I can't stand it when he always have to go help up for the tua things till so late.It's like everyday & i cannot accept it because it's using our only time. Everyday we quarrelled about this till broke up is always mention but once mention everything cool down then ok then quarrelled again.Like drama. He says that i can stop him in everything but not this. :( We quarrelled everyday except for today.Things are getting better I guess? Because this week onwards he only need to go help up on Sat.Like that then fair to me right?

Tomorrow is Valentine day but we didn't plan for anything at all.Baby say he will compensate a Valentine dating & present for me after he receive his pay.I agree too because I have to take pay before buying present for him.Haha! But tonight we are going to countdown for our 4th Valentine day tgt.He asked if I want to go anywhere later because he can drive me out after he come back from work which about 11pm but I don't want because I'm working tml.

My wish for Valentine day is to take neoprint w him.Do you know we only took neoprint once in Genting.I want to take one in Singapore too but we're only free at night :(

Chinese New year.

This year is not the best chinese new year but luck was on my side.I won in almost all the Mahjong session I played.Hehe! If you follow me in twitter you will know. Because of Mahjong at my place i delay all the places I'm suppose to go but still receive many red packets of relatives.I went over to my father's side at 9pm can you imagine how many ppl nagged me.All my aunt who are still around nag..Haha! After that went over to Baby's grandma place.Luckily people are still around because of mahjong.Lol! Thank god there is baby coming to my house to fetch me around if not I cannot imagine how late I'm gonna reached.After baby's granny place we went over to Danny's place for Mj I won $120.Hehe (:

On the third day,something bad happened.Baby brought friend's over his place to gamble while we girls mahjong.His bro brought friends over for mahjong & demand us to stop.I was pissed off but continue.Baby & his bro had a heated argument because of this.They almost fight luckily their friends is around to hold them.I'm vv happy because when his bro shouted " You quarrelled with me because if a girlfriend!" Baby repiled " She is not my girlfriend she is my wife!!" infront of so many people.Hehe (: Ok,I blushed & smile when he said that.I know that's not a time to smile but I cannot control.Hehe! The guys went over to De en's place for cards while the girls went to may's place for mahjong again.Baby came to fetch me home at 6am.Bath & slept.

Basically,we didn't went any place except for friend's house for gambling session everyday.