Patient.
Baby's niece & nephew were at his place yesterday his mum & I had a hard time taking care of them.His niece will be staying over for 2weeks and these few days she was our alarm clock.She scream,yell & cry when she woke up.After I returned from work,she'll come into our room & sat down walking around & touching with my stuffs.She will asked to play her cartoon or songs.Baby was the one entertaining her all along.Haha! She will scream when Baby's mum left the room & these repeated over 10times.His mum asked us not to have so much babies in future as it's not easy to takecare.I told her I dont want Baby liao...You'll understand if you're living with a baby who scream all day long.*Headache*

Things dont go according to what I want it to be.I get irritated over a slightest things therefore there's conflicts between Baby & I.He was understanding enough to tell me "it's okay,you're having your period" but dont know what I'm upset about until today.I cant take it anymore I told him what I'm upset about then I left to the living room chatting with Rachel on phone till he prepared to book in.I wondered if I received text from him? but afraid to see there isn't.Luckily,Rachel's waiting for me to call her so I wont be thinking of texting him first.I rejected his hug,his kiss & I pushed him away a few times a day for 4days.I wondered if he felt hurt? Everything gonna be alright :(

When Rachel says she miss me = She's not okay,she needs me & my listening ear (: