Happy Birthday to Boyfriend Deshuan :D
My part time Boyfriend finally reached 17 today.I waited for him for about 5months lor.Lol! Anyway,I have been chatting on phone every day & night with Rachel.Haha! We just hang up after sharing opinions.We flip through Ikea's book together when we're on the line.

We're going to hit IKEA real soon I hope.Looking at those furniture,I cant wait to get new things for Baby's room but we must paint our room first.I cannot complaint that his room is too bright for me even though it is! Because I complaint that his room is too dark I dont like so we painted white.You know early in the morning 7plus the whole room was so bright till it wake you up.Baby have been asking when & what colour I would like for our room? but i just cant made up my mind on which colour & I hope our room will be paint before Chinese new year.Cant wait to get new table,mirror,bed & curtains maybe a tv console.

10more days to go..I think I'm already very strong because I "survived" till now.I dont complaint,I dont cried & I spend my day happily sometimes I forgot about him as well.Which was much better compared to the first week he went NS.Think back,those days were like nightmares.I'hv changed so much after having a r/s.I never cried easily,I never depend on guy & I dont tolerate or forgive those bad times but now it's different but I still feel blessed even though we have bad memories as well.