Everlasting.
Meet Rachel & darling after night class yesterday.Segar1 for dinner with them then Haoting,Jam & Danny came.After they finished eating we went to Darling place for 2 rounds of Mahjong.We started late so end mahjong at around 4plus in the morning.Danny & Haoting send me over to Baby's place.It's already 5am,bath & slept.

Woke up by aunt's call followed by Baby's call.Woke up at 1pm,called darling & I meet her for lunch.Workplace to slack then Darling went Baby's place together with me as it was raining heavily.She helped me sew my quilt cover (^^) Walked home after the rain gets smaller.

Meeting Zhengyang for dinner after work tml (: Text him yesterday to join me for dinner but he replied at 7am this morning & I forget to reply when I woke up so we missed dinner tgt again.

I overnight at Baby's place alone for 3night during this 2weeks.I'm so used to the smell there,so in love with our purple room,new bed,quilt,bedsheets & everything..5 more days he'll be back sleeping next to me again.

Weekends.
I skipped my Friday lesson.Give me a slap please :( I regret for not going already.I was out with my Dear Joline on Friday & I totally forgot about my lesson after I remembered,its like spoiling her mood already so I skipped.Next Friday is good Friday I wondered if I got any lesson.Went to meet Darling at 7pm then we bused home tgt.I was at her house waiting for mahjong.Lol! After Majong,Zhengyang send me home.He must be damn bored because he dont Mahjong.

Went to work as usual.After work meet Papaboy,Zhengyang,Ahchen for dinner then we went home to bath as Rachel is still outside.Zhengyang & Chen came over to meet me then we went over to Rachel's place together.2 rounds of mahjong,no win no lose.Took pictures with Rachel's new camera.Zhengyang send me home again! :) As usual,he didnt mahjong but sit down with Iphone to keep him occupied.Reached home at 5am this morning.

7 more days to Baby's return.He gave me a call when I'm working yesterday.Nothing much..

Discomfort.

I'm having a stomach ache since 2am last night.Went to work today half way through,I realised my aunt came :/ text darling if she's till coming but she's not so I went to Baby's place to change then back to work again.My legs were cold & tummy cramp like hell.Medical shop to buy oil for tummy after apply I felt much better.Luckily,I'm not working tml means I got the whole afternoon to rest (: I miss Baby again.Whenever I'm having cramp he will call if he's in camp to ask about my tummy,apply oil & rub it before we sleep :( 11days to go..

Wild thoughts.
This few days were like hell for me.I'hv been thinking non-stop sometimes I do have the thought of letting go but I haven't got enough courage to do so.I always tell myself that I have been great to come this far,I'm proud to hold on till now because of his absences all this while.When I need him,he wasn't there.I do compare,do envy,felt unfair,insecure & wild thoughts.I nearly burst out of tears when pouring out everything to darling.Why other ppl's boyfriend can be with them all the time but mine have to keep going oversea for weeks,why am I the one that have to wait all the time,what am I waiting for,is he the one I'm going to spend my life with I don't want to waste time on the wrong person,why cant he think for me & ask me what I want?Whenever he did something against my wish I feel so upset this thoughts will then flash through my mind.My heartaches,my eye tears,my throat hurts & I kept asking myself why,why & why must I made myself into this state? Sometimes,I do wonder if he feel guilty or bad,trying to treat me better,make me love.

He just gave me a text & this text from him came just in time.Whenever I feel like giving up already he never fail to give me a pull,creating another chance. :')

The bed I love wasn't mine.

Town with Rachel after she knocked off.Ion for tutu,Cineleisure for Suki sushi then Kbox for 3hours at $8 per person (: Bused back to Danny's place for Majong till 4am.Overnight at Baby's place alone as it was much nearer.Woke up at 1.30pm today.Whenever I'm at his place I can sleep till very late but never will that happen when I sleep on my own bed.Sat up for a few times but ended up lying back I just dont feel like waking up.Tidy the bed,prepare then went down brought lunch,rent a movie then back home.Night class tonight,majong after that Casper says he'll send me home tonight,back to work tml.

I played 4 rounds of majong today at Rachel's place.Everyone were so into it nowadays.Haha! After majong,Rachel accompany me to take a cab home.Tml will be another boring day for me.Everyone is working except me! Btw,Baby didnt called me today I dont know what happened also & my phone just show me a miss call from Baby's mum at 1.10pm.It's like so long ago! (-.-)

A miss.
Chervon was great we had lot of fun although there were only 4 of us.I'm pretty upset as I didnt managed to catch Baby's call although he called twice.He didnt called in the later part of the day :( Supposed to go Town for dinner at Suki sushi end up we were at Rachel's place for 3 round of Mahjong.Finished mahjong at 3am then we went Macdonal for supper.It's 4.30am now.I'm staying at Rachel's place again.

I miss those times when you hug me to sleep,kiss me upteen times when you're awake.

Love is all over the world
Attend night class yesterday I'm so happy because I haven skip my math lesson yet & I dont intend to skip (: Baby called right after I finish my class.Brought Macdonald then trained to Cck then cabbed to Rachel's place to meet Co. for Mahjong.Baby hang up after I reach Rachel's place & say he'll called me again tml.(^^) 2 rounds of mahjong,my outcome was draw.Overnight at Rachel's place as it's 4 in the morning moreover we're going out tml. (:

Watch Just for Laugh before we slept.Woke up at 1pm.Decide & decided to go Chervon with Ahchen & papaboy before that we will dine in Han's place althoough I'm tired of their main course already.Everyone were either working,in camp or oversea. :( I decide to get Iphone on my Birthday.My beoved Baby is gonna sponser me.What darling said came true! :D

I'll come back with more pictures :D

Six sense.
I tried to wake up late today so that time would pass faster but no matter how many times I sleep back,I wake up at 11.15am.I got a very weird dream last night & never will I let it happen in my life.

The moment I woke up,I sat infront of the computer like usual then called grandma for food.Yana bring me kueh chap & mee goreng with egg.I finished everything at a time then watch tele for 2hours,paint my nails just then my eyelid jump & darling called to chat with me. (: After hanging up,I went to apply peel off mask & watch Youtube,just for laugh (: Baby taught me to watch youtube when I'm bored at home (-.-) I tried not to laugh so hard because my mask dried & tighten my skin.

Next Wednesday is my next working day which mean I have to spend this type of life till Wednesday.Luckily,Rachel is not working tml then we can spend the whole day tgt,she is such a darling (^^)

I'm very pissed when Mom told me that! I brought the wristlet at almost 100bucks & I have to wait for so long to receive.I show it to Mum & she said that I'm stupid because Airport sell it so much cheaper & I can receive immediately! How can I forget that mummy works in the terminal!!

I love with no regrets

It's been 2days since Baby left.Headed to work in the afternoon & I was in the shop alone till almost 5pm.Luckily there's customer coming in & out hence,its not that bored.Baby called from Germany at 7.30pm.I was surprised (: We hang up shortly but he says he will call again.He called to ask if I'hv eaten & rmb to this & that..(Things that no need him to remind I'll still get it done) but he's sweet to say right? Haha! Night class tml & I'm wondering how am I going to spend those hours at home alone.I want to go over to Baby's place for my Ds & drama but I'm lazy :((

I'm back! Baby is still in the plane he will reached there at 1pm I guess.These 1week was one of the greatest day because I work for 3days only & the main reason was I managed to accompany Baby everyday.Tuesday,Baby & I painted the room together,just the two of us & it turned out so nice.It's a purple room (: When I'm outside,I kept asking Baby to go home because I want to see our room.Lol! Finished everything at 6pm,washed up & prepared ourselves,watched drama till we're ready to go Chervon with Darling & Casper.

We have been playing Mahjong for the entire week till 3am-5am in the morning with Casper & Darling.Once with Jam & Papaboy,Ahchen & Wulan.After mahjong,back to Baby's place,washed up & slept early if I'm working the next day.If I'm not working the next day,Baby & I will go down to buy Macdonald's deluxe meal,watch drama while he played he PSP till we're tired then we went to bed.There was once I woke up & I realised its 3pm already! Drama again till 5pm went to prepare as I'm having lesson then packed food for Baby.In the end,I didnt went for class but to Loyang temple with Baby's mum,brother & brother's girlfriend.Came back & went to Darling house for mahjong,It's already 1am when we reached.

I cant remember most of the things but I know we mahjong for the entire week,went for a movie & I skipped a lesson.I'm missing Baby already :( 2weeks is easy,I know but everything I do reminds me of him especially,when it's time to sleep.

Under your tender care.
Yesterday was a fun & tiring day for me.Rachel's dad drove us to Lot 1 for our movie.This was my first & last 3D movie I swear! Trained to Queentown for lunch then bused to Ikea my purpose was to get new bedsheet in the end,I got a quilt,quilt cover & 4 pillow case.I want everything to look like a set but the green bedsheet was out of stock.

Cabbed to Chervon to book a room.We spend 3hours there waiting for a room so we went Han's for dinner then sat at the poolside till Darling called.Just the 3 of us we sang till 1.30am then Rachel's dad send darling back while I went to Rachel's place.She showed me disgusting videos & kept calling my name to irritate me.Cabbed to Baby's place at 3plus in the morning.I changed the bedsheet,pillow case,quilt,quilt cover then went for a shower before I went to bed.

Baby came back at 9am in the morning then went to bath before lying beside me just then his mum came in while I was lying at Baby's chest.She's complaining that our room was too messy but I think our room was so much better compare to others.Baby woke up at 12.30pm then he went to get lunch for the both of us.I like Baby's bed because I can sleep for long hours unlike my bed I always wake up at 9plus no matter how late I slept & I can no longer sleep back even when I'm damn tired.Baby said because he's beside me so I can sleep with secure.Lol!

Baby's coming back tml & I'm going to his place for a week so I wont be blogging.I'll upload pictures when I'm back. (:

Because I still want them in my life

I'm going to prepare to meet Rachel for movie,Ikea for Baby's room then Chervon with Darling & rachel for our ladies night. ((: Should I bring clothes over to Baby's place & stay overnight alone at his place tonight? He's coming back tml at 7am.

Sick & tired.
I'm going to prepare to work in about 10minutes time.Woke up when Baby text me when he woke up,reply him then went back to sleep.I remembered I text him when I was half asleep but he didn't reply so I called him when I really woke up but he said he didn't received any text from me other than the one I reply in the morning.Haha! I must be dreaming then ;P

I'm working alone today till 9pm because today was Casper's off day as well as his Birthday (: Too bad we cant celebrate tgt as everyone were in camp.After working today,I'll be free till next Wednesday.When I was at home on Monday I was bored till the max I wish I could go back to work but when I was at work I hope today was my off day.I think everybody feel this way too.

I need to buy some books for my self-study subject to keep me occupied.Sigh~ gonna spend another bomb.I hope this Saturday Rachel don't temp me to buy this & that I cant resist temptation!

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Dote but not spoil.

Monday lesson was cancelled.Meet Rachel at Takashimaya after she knocked off.Went to FANCL to buy her facial stuff & it really cost a bomb.Hope that it really helps if not she'll be damn heart pain.Haha!

Brought a top,a heels from C & K because I left my heel Baby's place so I have to get a new one to change.ION,to help my darling to buy her Yumi Yogurt then off to Face shop to get mask & nail polish.Rachel was sweet because she let me paint on her nail to test the colour as my nail was already painted. (: Suki Sushi for dinner then went to meet darling & went home tgt after she knocked off.

Went to work yesterday although it was Tuesday because Boss went for a meeting so I went to work with Casper means this month I got more pay.I want to work on Sunday after Baby left to Germany.After work,trained to my night class.My English teacher was as old as my grandma but she's really good in teaching. (: Trained home after that.I'm working later & tml.I cant wait to go IKEA with Precious this coming Saturday.

Baby text just now he asked if he should take leave then he'll come back on Sunday all the way till his Germany trip.Of course,no! I want him to stay in the camp till Wednesday then come out to buy his PS3. Mummy agree to give me allowance again because I'm only a part-timer.I still can go shopping every month.(^^)

Problematic.
Woke up at 11am & I sat in front of the computer for 4hours already till he broke to me a bad bad new.He's going to Germany not on the 14th March but the 17th March.I'm so angry but I cant do anything it's army that's what everybody tell me.The feeling I hate the most is coming now that feeling suck most!

Baby book out on the Thursday evening so I went over to his place after work.As usual he was sleeping like a log.Wake him up then he went to wash his face while I had a shower then apply mask for him before the mask dried,he already fall asleep.(-.-) Help him peel off then went to bed.He woke up at 8plus & volunteered to buy breakfast for me,Soya bean with pearl. ^^

Spent the whole Friday at home I even skip my night class because I forgot to bring my document over & I'm lazy to go home.Meet Darling at Plaza for medicure & dinner before that I went to my work place to help Baby's mum collected her korean drama & packed dinner for Baby.Supposed to have medicure but there were too much people so we went for dinner instead.We planned to go Chervon but fully booked so we went home after dinner.Baby slept again while waiting for me.Jemery,Ahchen & Deshuan came over to Baby's place for 2 rounds of Majong & I won 45bucks (^^)

Saturday afternoon,Baby went back to camp to teach those re-service soldiers left-hand drive while I went to work.Worked till 9pm then went over to Rachel's place to order my Coach Wrislet then Baby cabbed over to fetch me to his place.Chatted with Baby & his mum at his mum room,our usual topic.Lol! Last minutes,decide to join Co. at Chervon so cabbed over with Baby but we left early as he have to book in at 7am.

Baby left at 6plus in the morning then I continued sleeping till 9am,prepared & off to work.After work,Boss drove Casper & I to Plaza to deposit our pay.Casper left after that while I went to trim my eyebrown & medicure at Citibella.Rachel came with her family.Her dad then send us back home to have mahjong.I lost 22bucks.Cabbed home after that.

My part time start this week & I dont need to work tml but have to attend classes at night.This few days Baby got "New moves" whenever he does that,I knew that he's awake even though I'm still sleeping.Haha! Baby can only book out next Sunday then book in at night.Rachel & I'll be going to Ikea this Saturday to get bedsheets,comforter & quilt cover.I promised Baby to share PlayStation 3 with him next month it's like digging my own grave like what Casper said because PS3 will be his wife while I downgrade to concubine.LOL!