Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Bye 2009
Baby & Rachel fall asleep while waiting my calls yesterday :( I was painting sis's nails before I slept.I'm damn proud of myself because I made her nails damn chio it would be better if I add crystals but crystals was at Baby's place.If only I got long nails like her lor.(My nails kept breaking like nobody business) Oh ya..my nail extention came off because I accidentally kicked on to his boots that day.I'm going for pedicure/medicure sooon.Rachelsoul made me wait for months already till now my hair is still not done yet!

This is my last post before 2009 end as I'm going to Baby's place tml till Sunday.Sentosa for with Co.,Night safari with Baby or out tgt with his campmates this Thursday? Baby called just now,Baby I'm going to kiss you like nobody's business when you come back! Haha! :D

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.

Monday, December 28, 2009



Someone whom I want to kiss but always pushed me aside said "I love you,Muack" to me just now. When I replied "I don't need your love", I received another "kiss" Should I feel happy or what? Hahaha!

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

It's been a week since I last update my blog.I was at Baby's place since Tuesday night.He book out a day before then he came to fetch me over to his place.Work everyday except for Christmas.

Wednesday.
  • Off to work in the morning.
  • Return to Baby's place & I cooked rice ball for the whole family (:
  • Majong at night with Haoting,weihao & Kok leong.
Thursday.
  • Finish work at 9pm.
  • Baby brought me dinner.
  • Supposed to watch 3dvds but end up at Rachel's place for Majong counting down together with her sister & kimberly.
  • Home at 2am,KO till the next afternoon.
Friday.
  • Boss called in the afternoon when I woke up to return the Dvds.
  • Went down to return,brought lunch for Baby & rent korean drama for Baby's mum.
  • Supposed to paint our room with the help of Ahchen but it was cancelled.Baby's niece was having a high fever & needs rest.
  • Movie at Town together with AhChen,Baby & Rachel.The movie were awesome I love the graphic! :D
  • Dine in at Suki sushi with Rachel while the guy when arcade for Mahjong -.-
  • Took neoprint with Rachel then over Hereen for dessert at DessertStory.
  • After movie we cabbed back to Baby's place for Majong as Ahchen was addicted to majong because of the game machine.Haha!
Saturday.
  • Off to work till 6pm.
  • Brought dinner for Baby
  • Prepared & went to Town to meet with Ahchen & Lily for movie.We wore the same top (:
  • Again,to Dessert Story for snow ice & rice ball.
  • Again,they went to play with the machine while Lily & I sat outside for talk (: I hope they last long.She's pretty & friendly most importantly is we click well (:
  • Alvin & the chipmunk 2 :D Cabbed back tgt before 12.
  • Bath & I watch my Hongkong drama till I fall asleep while Baby continued watching.
  • He wake me up from his laughter.His whole chest vibrated when I was sleeping with my head on his chest.He said I giggle while sleeping.Told him I'm dreaming then went back to sleep.Hahahaha!
Sunday.
  • Work till 5pm.
  • brought dinner for him then spend the evening watching "The ugly truth"
  • His Mum brought us dinner at 8pm again.
  • His dad drove me home.
Baby & I lived peacefully for these few days.You know? No matters how close or lovely you are you can never understand a person well unless you're living together knowing their lifestyle & accepting their habits.

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.

Monday, December 21, 2009

Looking forward to the days,


I woke up from that crazy rides in my dream just now.Text Baby early in the morning and he did reply (: Baby's coming back on Wednesday this week & next week thus we got a long weekend to spend however,happy time tends to pass very fast.Baby's going to Taiwan on January for 3week with his camp & will return before CNY moreover he's leaving for his Germany trip on March for another 3weeks.(T.T) March will definitely be a very slow month as I'm not working already.

Enough for those upcoming things.Baby & I went to order the paint already.It cost us 70 over dollar for that 5Litres of purple paint.Hopefully we'll be able to receive it next Wednesday.Next,we're going to buy a new bed.We're thinking of buying the bed w'o the bed frame.We want to have the bed to be low so rather not buy than buying a frame which is low.After that,we'll buy curtains.Okay,everything can be easily done after we paint our room.(^-^)

I dont mind lying on the bed the whole day watching drama as long as you're lying next to me.

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.

Sunday, December 20, 2009



Baby & I went for a gathering with his friends at Clementi,kbox.Meet up with De en as he said he want to share cab with us & he brought a girl along.He cabbed over to fetch us the moment I saw the girl my reaction was pretty big.The girl he met up with was my cousin.It's a small small world right?! Haha! We went to the room first after Papaboy & Ahchen arrived.After the rest came,they opened 2bottles of Martell & we got a huge room.The atmosphere there was great.Cabbed back with the Baby,de en & cousin at 3am as I'm working the next day.

Macdonal for supper then Baby decide to Majong after much consideration,I agreed.They arranged the table while I was bathing.We only manged to play Dong feng as I'm super tired already.I fall asleep shortly while they were packing up.


Headed to work the next morning till 6pm then packed food for baby.Baby said he pat me to sleep after that he'll play DS but who knows? He slept together with me.Haha! We slept at around 8pm then woke up at 11am the next day but I'm still complaining that I'm tired.Rot on his bed till 2pm.Prepared then we walked to Pending for Pasar malam.

The sun were so bright that I could barely opened my eyes.The pasar malam were gone when we reached so went Bangkit to pack lunch.We brought 6 char siew bun,our lunch,lunch for his mum,3 different desserts & cakes.I demand to take a cab home as the weather can really kill me.
We watched UP while eating then went down to return & rent another movie but I fall asleep while waiting for him to finish bathing.I slept for more than 2hours finally woke up to watch "The land of the lost" Interesting movie (: Pack up then Baby send me home.I'm still very tired. :((

I dont know what's the matter with you,seriously & I dont understand what the fuck are you trying to say.I'm not your listener & I dont know how to console people or maybe I should say because its you.You vent your anger on me & suspect that she is at my house you claimed that I lied to you.First,you called me first telling me things I'm not at least interested then you said I she is at my house when that was steffie's talking trying to tell you the truth then you said I lied.Telling me you're not celebrating eve with us.I dont care if you're going or not.I'm not the organiser,not the birthday girl & your absent wont affect me at all.I dont know why I make the effort to explain to you either it's none of your business who I'm with at home.Stop acting like a kid,it's irritating.

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

It's Friday tomorrow (: Meet Rachel at Plaza then cabbed over with Steffie.Deposit money while waiting for her.Steffie waits patiently for me.Haha! Dinner tgt with Rachel then to print my pictures unfortunately the picture were at Rachel's bag I forgot to take back from her.I brought a set of lingeries again ;) Cabbed home after that.Steffie was looking for her Daddy when she reached home but her daddy was out of town so she cried & cried.

Baby is coming back tml I'm very excited because we are going to order paint this weekend & my off day falls on the Sunday again which means I'm the first person he sees when he open his eyes or rather he' is the first person I see when I open my eye.I hope his cousin dont scream early in the morning please...

I'm addicted to my DS game again! Balls of fury!! Sometimes,the game just pissed me off.Hahaha!!

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Everything planned.
I hope everything will go smoothly & accordingly.
It must be done latest by CNY.

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.

Monday, December 14, 2009

Never enough,
Received a long text from baby this morning when I woke up.Prepared then off to work before that I went to get Macdonal's breakfast :D My regular customer came & he offered me a yogurt & Vitamilk I reject at first after much asking of him I choose one & he said he specially brought for me.(-.-)

Work alone with boss today.He's leaving Spore on Wednesday & will be back on Friday.He asked for my permission before he agreed to go for the trip.Haha! Asked him to ask Casper as both of us will work full time.He said as long as I okay mean okay.I'm the most troublesome staff he ever had.Hahaha! :D

Christmas is coming & I managed to get an off day on Christmas :D We decided to paint our room purple just like my room & maybe we're painting on Christmas day as we got no programme still,finally...

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.

Sunday, December 13, 2009


Baby booked out on Friday as usual as detail was cancelled.Went back to my place after work & he called & asked why didnt I wait for him at home,I dont want to stay at his place anymore? etc.Haha! Yes,we got a tiff again that why he said that.Bathed & packed then went over to his place.His mum called when I was on my way but hanged shortly as I'm reaching her place soon.The moment I reached,his brother & mum gave me a look full of questions.Lol! His mum said she thought we quarrelled that's why I didnt went up her place.That was why she called.Haha! Told her that's because he came back last mins so I have to go home to pack my clothes.He was sleeping went I reached his place.Wake him up,prepare then we went to meet up with Chunmay,Casper,Rachel & Deshuan for Deshuan's farewell dinner before he book in.Baby said "You said "Deshuan is your boyfriend mah" when I asked if he's jealous,he asked me not to waste his gas.That's a good one!! Movie at CWP after dinner.

Saturday after work,went back to baby's place for tv then we went for dinner at around 8plus.Meet Casper & chunmay at 10pm then we cabbed to Farmart for prawning to clear the balanced.We were there for 3hours May & I were busily playing with our DS & eating.Baby caught a gigantic prawn yesterday! :D Cabbed home after that.

Today after work,we went over to Chunmay's place for mahjong & I won 19bucks :D De en texted me while we were playing mahjong.He strike 4D & he's going to bring me out for dinner ;) I only get to sleep after 2am & wake up at 9.15am the next day to work.I'm damn exhausted already got to get a long sleep tonight.

I'm still the first in your heart am I right?

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

It's driving me crazy


Chatted with Baby last night he said I always lie to him.Haha! Told him I'll be back on Sunday night therefore we can only meet next week he said he dont believe.Received a text from him when I'm at JB he told me that we can only meet next week as his weekend were burn.Sian to the max! I must quickly find programme for myself already.The first thing that came to my mind was medicure (^^) Which kind soul is kind enough to accompany me? Maybe,someone's name who end with Soul.You know who am I referring right? ^^

Headed to JB for facial with Mum,cousin & bell after that we went to City Square for lunch dine in at a Japanese restaurants introduced by my boss.The Ikura were fresher than in Singapore & it's cheaper as well (: Shopped around & brought lingeries for both Bell & I.

Baby text,he said he's going to sleep now & he will transfer me 200bucks tomorrow ^^ Hoho! I want to save money but I cant stop going out when I got the time & the money :(

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Conflicts with Baby again yesterday! I dont know why I get so pissed off over a little thing.Slept early last night so as to cool down.Woke up early in the morning & I received text from Baby although I scolded him last night.Hehe! You know what my boyfriend told me? He said he cant remember when was the last time I said "sorry" to him.Hahaha! I dont say even I was wrong because he was a fault too but he always said to me in the end (: Baby called already I have to call him back after this post & I have to sleep early tonight as we're leaving in the morning.Mummy said "No make up please.."

Happy 28th month in advance (^^)

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Counting down.
I woke up with my left eye red again!! Went to work yesterday & lots of customers asked me about my red & swollen eye :( I'm going to work w'o make up again.

Baby & I were okay already.He text me first yesterday at 8.30pm.Imagine we didnt text or talk from Sunday 8pm till monday 8pm.He always got the patient to wait for my text whenever we got conflicts so I'm always the one who text him first either the next day or in the noon but this time I managed to wait because I was busily eating & talk cock with Casper in the shop.The first question he asked me after we were okay was who do I talk with in the living room that day & why didnt I call or text him? If I continued to text him first in the future when I cried or threw tantrum he'll think that I'll be fine later then I'll be powerless.Hahaha!

2 more days to the 28th months.
4more days to Baby finished his first year in NS & we're still together,my part time Boyfriend first book in.Hahaha! :DD

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.

Monday, December 7, 2009

I woke up with my right eye red,swollen & it look like there is jelly substance inside. :( Working life sucks & I'm tired of working already.How I wished I can stay at home & rest whole day but I know I'll get bored of life at home too.One & a half month more I'll be staying at home waiting for people to jio me for majong hopefully,I can get back my Majong Queen title.Haha! :D I want to change off day to Thursday instead of Friday.Mummy booked a appointment at JB for us to help her cleared her package there.It's diamond facial!! (^-^)

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Patient.
Baby's niece & nephew were at his place yesterday his mum & I had a hard time taking care of them.His niece will be staying over for 2weeks and these few days she was our alarm clock.She scream,yell & cry when she woke up.After I returned from work,she'll come into our room & sat down walking around & touching with my stuffs.She will asked to play her cartoon or songs.Baby was the one entertaining her all along.Haha! She will scream when Baby's mum left the room & these repeated over 10times.His mum asked us not to have so much babies in future as it's not easy to takecare.I told her I dont want Baby liao...You'll understand if you're living with a baby who scream all day long.*Headache*

Things dont go according to what I want it to be.I get irritated over a slightest things therefore there's conflicts between Baby & I.He was understanding enough to tell me "it's okay,you're having your period" but dont know what I'm upset about until today.I cant take it anymore I told him what I'm upset about then I left to the living room chatting with Rachel on phone till he prepared to book in.I wondered if I received text from him? but afraid to see there isn't.Luckily,Rachel's waiting for me to call her so I wont be thinking of texting him first.I rejected his hug,his kiss & I pushed him away a few times a day for 4days.I wondered if he felt hurt? Everything gonna be alright :(

When Rachel says she miss me = She's not okay,she needs me & my listening ear (:

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

I just came back after meeting Chunmay to Bugis.Cabbed to Bugis just for Baby.I'm such a good girlfriend.Haha! First,we went to the temple to pray & draw a sticks.It was a 上上千. This time I managed to get the yellow triangle thing for Baby as he's leaving to Germany.Shopped around & I brought 2 bottoms for Baby.Ate lunch,walked around then we bused back to Plaza for dessert.Brought durian puffs for Baby & sushi for his mum.That's all for today.I'm going to pack my clothing then off to Baby's place.Hope the rain would stop so that we can go for movie tonight (:

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.
By Nicole
The stomachache I had this at 3am nearly killed me.It's the pain that woke me up so pain till I cant breathe properly.I went to the toilet & sat for 30mins but nothing came out.Too pain till I cant stand & walked back to my room.At that time,I'm worried if I fainted w'o anyone knowing.I wanted to wake up my mum up & bring me to the doctor but I did not as the pain were not severe anymore.Went back to sleep at 4am after waking Isabelle up to tell her I'm in pain.Haha! The 1hour was really a tortured to me. :'(

Texted Baby in the morning.Told him that he nearly need to come hospital to visit me when he book out & he was stunned.Hahaha! He said later he come back & takecare of me.If I were to have that 1hour of tortured at his place,I'll wake him up & bring me to the doctor without hesitating.He said,if I'm at his place,I'll sleep till the sun rise.Haha! 6more hours till Baby booked out.

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

The bond is there.
Woke up early in the morning the first person I talked with today was Deshuan.I thought he had long forgotten that he got a part time girlfriend.Haha! He wanted to go Bugis,so am I he cant go back BP tgt with me,so am I he needs to go to another place by 4plus,so am I.Everything was so coincident.Our conversation were so funny this morning.Haha!

Cabbed over to fetch him then off we went to somewhere near Bugis for his statues.After that he accompanied me to Bugis street to get my nails done.He choose the colour,the design & took a picture of it.Is my honoured or his? Haha! :D

Had lunch together then we catch up as usual.He update me with his things so am I.Walked around then accompany him to buy short then we went for a drink.He already prepared to pay for the drink.Haha! Asked him to bring me to taxi stand he heard it as "give me cab fare" then he told me part time boyfriend dont give cab fare only full time gives.Lol!

Cabbed to Sembawang while he went back to collect his statues then off to meet his friends.I sweat alot during the photoshoot.I played with my cousin Baby as well.She's cute & tiny just 3month old. (^-^) Cabbed home after that.I spend 30bucks on cab fare today & 42bucks on birdnest yesterday I nearly brought a box of chicken essence today luckily Deshuan stopped me.The chicken essence there was freaking cheaper than outside okay!



Baby's coming back tml.I can smell him again till be buay tahan then he'll smell me back & asked if I like being smell like that.I"ll reply,Yes Baby! :D .Hahaha!

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Once in a year.
Morning! (: I woke up early today so I came to blog.I got programme for myself tml in the afternoon.I'm going to have a photo shooting session.It's free like once in a year but not last year as I dont have the time.Tml I have the whole afternoon.I'll post if it turns out well of course I need to wait till I received the pictures.I'm allowed to bring someone along with me.

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.