Sunday, May 30, 2010

Overdue pictures.



Out with Rachel ytd to Bugis as we bored.Dine in at QQ noodles house again,my favoutrite :D Browse around then to Junction to meet up with May.Accompanied her for dinner then cabbed to Danny place for 3rounds of Mahjong.I'm gonna quit mahjong alr.I swear.I totally give up.I was damn unlucky for the entire month.I lose 63bucks ytd.Supposed to overnight at Rachel's place but in the end,I cabbed home to save the trouble of going home tml.Where should I go today?

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Quarrels of lovers are like fuels that keep the love burning.



Back to blog.I told my boss that I'll work till the end of June already but he says I cant resign.Lol! I don't care I already made up my mind before I start schooling.He was the one who insisted that I work part time instead of full shift.

As usual,Baby book out on the Thursday.I went to his house after work with our dinner,spring chicken.Bath & we both slept before 11pm.I even say no when I was asked to Mahjong that's because Baby slept already :( Woke up at 8.30am.Baby went to get breakfast then we were in the room playing with our Iphone.Bored~! When I thought it was already 2pm,it was actually 11am.Time pass so slow.

I wanted to go Plaza to get my nails done & eyebrown trimmed instead of rotting at home.Prepared & I kept pestering him.End up we quarrelled.I went myself & dined in at Pizzahut alone.Sounds pathetic but I enjoyed it.It's was my first time going out myself & dining in alone. ^^
He text,asked me to go cabbed home or meet Rachel after that.I replied,I thought you're going to forget me already? He must be feeling guilty towards me.He even called Rachel to ask why I was & ask her to meet me.The last time he act this way was 2years ago.Can you imagine how guilty he was? Haha! I'm no longer afraid of break up because few hours later,we'll get back together.

Cabbed to Rachel's place.At 6.30pm we walked over to Fajar to meet Co. Cabbed to Chervon after that.Sing,sang & drink till 2am.Wulan & Danny came over at 10pm.Cabbed back together with Zhengyang,Papaboy & AhChen.Send them home while AhChen accompanied me to wait for Baby.Danny's place for mahjong till 5plus in the morning.

Brought our Breakfast,back to baby's place,bath & slept.We slept when the sun rise & wake up when the Sun set.Dinner for Baby & I,watched Tooth fairy,prepared to book in.

Yes,he book in on the Sat together with Deshuan for NDP but they will be back on the Thursday.My Dear Rachel is having her holidays now! I wont feel bored on the weekdays alr.Steamboat with relatives tml,shopping with Rachel on Monday.No more Monday blues~

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Not my day,my month.


Finally meet up with my Darling Celestine for class yesterday.We left during the break time.Trained to Deshuan's place for Mahjong till 2am.I lost 25bucks.I'hv been losing for the whole of this month I think.100over buck just flew away ;( Overnight at Baby's place.I find it hard to fall asleep yesterday but I know I'll wake up late because I'm at his place.Woke up,prepared then cabbed home (:

Why is he so sweet nowaday? I can't stop smiling when I recall how he call me when I pick up his call half asleep.I can't stop thinking of what he did before he left the house when I'm still sleeping.(^^)

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.

Monday, May 24, 2010

一切的努力都是值得的。





Overdue picture.

Back to blog.I can't remember what I did on Thursday.I'm at Baby's place & we stayed at home I think.I attend lesson on Friday but I came back half way through the lesson.Went bowling with Rachel & her family & Zhengyang while Baby stayed at home.I'm lousy at bowling :( Baby came over to Rachel's place to meet us for mahjong after that.Brought Macdonal's breakfast & reached Baby's place at 5am.

Saturday
After few hours of sleep,prepared & off to work.Baby's place then Rachel's place for Mahjong till 2am.We lost 35bucks.We had a tiff before that but we were alright already.Pestering Baby to steam man tou for me as I'm hungry but he keep asking me to wait.He was busying playing with his Iphone (-,-) By the time the man tou were ready to serve,I was asleep & he wake me up to eat.Surprisingly,I ate & continued sleeping.Lol! This Baby of mine didn't slept at all till 6am in the morning.He prepared himself then his daddy send me to camp.This is the first time I didn't get pissed off by waking him up.^^

Sunday
I wake up at 1.30pm by Rachel's call.I don't like staying at his place on Sunday w'o him because his family member were all at home.I always woke up the latest in his family ;( Bath & prepared then meet Rachel,zhengyang,papaboy & Chen then we cabbed to Town for Sushi ;) Bused home after that.Slacked & some went off as they need to book in.Rachel,Zhengyang,Danny & I went off at 12.30am.Phone with Baby till 2am before sleeping.

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

爱要多聪明才能逃的过哭气



I'm bored so I came to update this space of mine.I don't know when will be my next update after this.Went to work this afternoon till 9pm.I'hv been thinking if I should change a new job.I'm not earning enough for my monthly expenses.I can survive till my next pay day but I'm unable to spend & shopping like the past.In the past,I buy thing w'o thinking but now,I'hv to think before I purchase.Is a very sad thing actually.

I'hv not been attending any lesson for 2weeks already.I'm at home,Baby's place or party with friends everyday.But,I will attend or try not to miss any of my Math class every Friday (:

Baby is coming back tml till Sunday :D We can be very loving when we don't quarrel but when we quarrel I get irritated by everything he do && when we quarrel,I'll confirm lose if I majong! It's true!

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

My Dearest MrSaw.


Last few weeks or I should said the whole of last month were a crazy & tough month for us but we made it through.I don't know how we did it but I felt pleased that we're still together.No matter who asked who to leave it doesn't matter because none of us will leave.We'll stay for each other like we used to be.I believed if one day we aren't together anymore.We'll be like buddy like how we were before we got together (:

3days before my actual birthday we got a huge quarrel till broke up was mention again.It's the second time quarrel within these 4weeks.I never knew how much he love me,how much he did for me until we quarrel.Because he don't tell me things until everything was so big that he have to say if not he wont have the chance to.I was surprised when he told me everything including the birthday surprise he gonna give me.Too bad,I ruined my surprise.I'm so touched till I cried or I should say guilty at the same time? In the end,he didn't leave but I asked him to leave me.I'm so bad all I do was to complain w'o knowing everything was for me,me & me :'(

We stayed at home the whole day today.I enjoyed it so much.Maybe because we don't have enough time for each other that's why I keep having negative thoughts.For the past 4 weeks,the only time we spend together was when we sleep.After we wake up,we were out with friends again.It's like a routine every week until today everything is under my control again (:


Baby tidy the bed & blankets before booking in.
Stitch! the one I hug to sleep every night when I'm at Baby's place.
Lastly,My purple room.

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.

Monday, May 17, 2010

18th Birthday!







Yesterday was my actual birthday.I didn't managed to go dinner with my mum due to some misunderstanding of words.(-.-) I was telling her that we have to go for earlier dinner as I need to come back to cut cake with my friends & some of them have to book in early.She said we're going dinner at 7pm which was too late for me already.I decide to give it a miss so I went to meet Rachel & co. We went to Chervon with them & my birthday cake.While I was leaving house,mummy was bathing.After collecting my birthday cake with Rachel,we were at the bus stop waiting for Rachel's dad's car.Mummy texted & ask where am I they are ready to go for dinner already.I was like Wtf? I thought you don't want to change time? I thought I told you I'm not going anymore? That's the whole story.I still thank her for my present & she purposely took a off day that day.

Baby came to look for me after he book out & we cut the cake.At around 8.30pm Rachel's dad drove us to Fajar for dinner.After dinner,we follow Rachel home for majong with her sister & mum.Baby & I lose a total of 29bucks yesterday.




My dear Rachel came over to my place to pass me a card yesterday.She said she took a very long time to complete & she wrote slowly & carefully because of me.Hahaha! Thankyou! Baby I like it alot.My coll,brought me a card & a slice of my favourite Strawberry short cake on Wednesday.It was her off day & she came down just to pass me these ((:

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.
Friday,14th May 2010

Meet up with Co. at 9pm then we cabbed to Singapore Flyers to have our dinner.Marina Square for bowling then cabbed home at around 3am.Baby need to book in at 7pm.It's sound boring but actually we have lot of fun completing with each other.We didnt took much pictures that day.

Saturday,15th May 2010








I woke up at 2.30pm at Baby's place.Supposed to meet them for Pizzahut but in the end I couldnt make it.I dragged myself back home.After bathing,I lied on the bed like a dying person.I swear! the cramp was unbearable! I ate the pink tablet but there's no effect at all :( Meet up with Boris,Sylvia & Jian wei at Plaza.Bused to VivoCity to meet up with Andrew,his friend & his friend's girlfriend.Brought our movie tickets for "The back up plan".Dinner at Food republic made me thinks of them,their conversation never fails to make me laugh like crazy! (: They went to play pool while waiting for the movie."The back up plan" was nice I don't mind watching the 2nd time.Cabbed home at 2.30am.Andrew promised that our next meet up will be on his Birthday.

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.

Tuesday, May 11, 2010


Last night aunt brought me to Westmall by bike to get my Iphone :) The whole group of us are Iphone user already! :) Best of all,I got the same phone same colour with my beloved Sawbao.He paid for the Iphone as well ^^

Good news to share.Baby can book out on the Friday so I'll be celebrating 2days eariler & next week he only need to book in in the Sunday morning mean he still can meet me & I wont bored till death (:

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.

Monday, May 10, 2010


Last Friday,my dear Rachel called me at 8am! She wake me up & I cant sleep back therefore I meet her for breakfast tgt with Papaboy.I never seen anyone who is as blur as her in my entire life.After breakfast,went over to Baby's place to put my clothes then off to our next destination.

Cabbed over to CDANS for bowling.After 3 rounds of bowling we cabbed over to Chervon unfortunately,it's not open yet thus,a wasted trip.Took a shutter bus to IMM for lunch.Reached there & we cant decide what to eat.I'm craving for Sakae sushi.We trained to the nearest branch,Westmall.The buffet starts at 3pm but we reached at 2pm so we walked around.Arcade to kill time.We brought movie tickets for 5pm show,IP man2.We were damn bloated after eating.We almost forgot that we are catching a movie after that! Haha! We were all exhausted after all the travelling.Poor Papaboy came straight away after he finished his duty.He said he regrets picking up Rachel's call.Haha!

After movie,supposed to board the cab at 8pm.While waiting we sat & talk all the way till 9pm then we board a cab home.Meet Baby & his campmates tgt with Papaboy.Back to Baby's place bath & wait till they called.At 11pm,we went over to Danny's place for Majong.

Saturday.
Went to work as usual,I was damn sleepy during working hours.Luckily,Limin came over to work for 2hours although it was her off day.She asked to rest while she served the customer & we talked & talked.Later part of the day I was like a dragon again (: After work,tiff with Baby.I went home to change the cabbed over to meet Weiheng & off to Raining bar for Ahchen's bday celebration.Home & slept at 4am.

Sunday.
Woke up & went for lunch with Casper & Deshuan.Ahchen,Papaboy & Danny came over after that.Slacked & I went home shortly as It was Mother's day.Went dinner with Mummy,Aunts & Grandma for dinner at Farmart.Mummy dropped me off at Deshuan's place after dinner.2 rounds of majong then went back to Baby's place.Baby book in this morning at 6.30 today.

Okay,that's all (: SawBao is going to oversea this Sept again! It's the 4th time already.The worst of all is he cant book out on my Birthday which is this coming weekend & next weekend.How am I going to survive? I'll be bored to death.

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010



Better & Better.
Out with Rachel to Bugis yesterday.I enjoy my Bat kut teh unfortunately we didnt take pictures that day.Shopped around Bugis street,Illuma & Junction.Rachel spend a bomb yesterday & I love it because she spend ;) Junction for Mochi then meet up with Chunmay for dinner but we were late as we were busy buying AhChen's birthday present therefore we bused home with empty stomach.
Went to work today.I keep buying food to eat whenever I'm at work! I ate lots of meals & junk food today :( One of my customer brought me mangosteen. We're like back to the past already ((: If only we can stay this way forever..

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Overdue pictures @ Chervon (:








Credits : RachelSoh & Bok Zheng Yang

Prepared & off to Bugis for Bak kut teh with Rachel (^^)

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.


Sometime we tend to miss out little details about one another.I thought he's not that important anymore until I were about to lose him then wondered why am I tearing,why do my heart aches & sour? Just then I realised he is still so much important,still play an impt role in my life,still the one who love me more than anyone else just that he don't express.


Sat & Sun were my crying days because of him.Whenever he talks to me or question me I cant help crying.I think back to every little thing we do in the past.Until something hits my heart,his words.I couldn't gave him an answer because I know he'll never turn back if I let him go this time.My selfish act,I know he deserved a better gf but I just want to keep him by my side yet I cant give him the best.I'll cherish you more because you're my Baby.


He said "Baby,if we change we'll last & I'll never leave you"

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.
Weekends











Spend my weekends with both my sweethearts.They made me laugh like mad for the whole day or shall I say Valarie was the one who make us laugh non-stop by her word & stupid action.Wahaha! FarEast to get our extension done I like Valarie's lash more than mine although we're using the same lashes probably because she got a nicer eye than me :)

Herren to get my Strawberry snow ice.I finished the whole bowl of ice by myself.Rachel brought us to a rooftop at Orchard Central then we start taking pictures non-stop.Back to 313 Somerset for Rachel's dinner.Decides to go to Mind cafe as we really got no place to go at night.We were all wondering how great will it be if all of us are already 18.We walked to Mind cafe & I was damn regret because it's damn far! Stayed there for about an hour then we left deciding our next destination.

Valarie went to meet her friends while Rachel & I went to Acid bar to chill.I love the drink I ordered & the next time we go there I would like to try Cherry brandy ^^ Finished our drink & we left.Sat for an hour outside before taking a cab home.Reached Baby's place at 1.30am.

I'm like a cry baby this weekends.

You let me feel the love I alway want but never have.