Those times when there were only me & you...

Yes.I'm home because he cant come back until tml.I'm so disappointed when he told me while I was at work.I felt that I'm running against time just for more time tgt but the more I asked for,the more disappointment I received.I asked him why was he so happy when he cant book out?Didnt you know that I disappointed? Telling me that you'll come back in the end you didnt? He said he was upset too but cant do anything.He said he'll be back tml.

Browse through my folders just now.Every pictures reminds me of the past.I realised I haven't update our 200pockets photo album for a very long time.It's time to print those pictures we took recently.The purpose of this album was to remind you every thick & thin we went through..

I didn't realised I'm getting fatter & fatter until today!! I kept craving for food although I want to start diet I cant resist food.This afternoon I had half a chicken although its fattening but I cant help when I think of it,I want it.This is my bad habit said Baby. :( I got fats on my arms & legs.I'm skipping dinner like I always do but dont know since when I start to buy dinner after work.*Oh No!* I still want to hear them telling me that her legs is slightly fatter than yours.Sometimes,someone you loathes might be your motivation.You're my motivation,babe (:

There is a bee in my living room now I can hear steffie shouting & running about so do the adult smacking the floor with newspaper (-.-'')

He cant go to the Night Safari with me because he's on duty for two Saturday then the next Saturday he fly already.I'm so disappointed!! He knew it..He promised to go with me next year.{Because I only want to go on the Halloween night!!}

I miss those times in the past but cant bear to let go of what I own in the present..It's not easy as we thought it was.Still,very thankful that you're still here today improving & loving me like you promised.

He said "Baby,I'm coming back tml to compensate on the weekends." :DDD

Nothing much happened today just that my tummy have been feeling weird since yesterday night.After Baby's bro send me home was about to board the lift then I feel like vomiting luckily I managed to get out of the lift first.Heng nobody was there.

Baby is sleeping now he already slept the whole day away.I'm going to wake him up later.You know? My beloved,precious,lovable,kissable Baby have not been smoking for 2weeks already!! Today was the start of his 3rd weeks.Although he said he Bo bao will not smoke back but promised to cut down on it.3sticks per day ho Bo? I have been calculating for him.He can save about $120 if he dont purchase cigarettes for a month.

2 more day to pay day (:

Rachel,she look funnier in real life.I couldnt take nicely.Faster come & I'll show you.

Friday after work went to Baby's place,prepared & headed to Jurong point to catch a movie.Supposed to bus there as to save money.However,when we reached the bus stop we decided to cab there,it's was 15mins before peak hours end.Brought the movie tickets then shopped around.JL for the big sales,SASA,nail polish remover for Baby's Mum,Faceshop for nail polish,regretted.I want to get a lighter M)phosis slippers but he dont allow.He said he'll buy for me when he received his pay.He always say he buy he buy..There's so much things he gonna buy for me this month.*Haiyo..* Dine in at Delifrance again & the service sucks to the core!! Homed at 1plus.

Saturday after work,brought dinner for Baby.I add chili to my fish soup noodles end up eating alot of chili padi,so hot till I cant tahan! I was too angry to eat that noodle & he laughed at me.End up,he fed me.He removed the ginger,chili seeds,blow then put into my mouth while I sat at the sofa watching 福气安康,the latest taiwan drama (: Meet Danny & his gf then went to his place for majong.After the first round we went to buy supper then continued the second round.Back to baby's place at 4am,bath & slept at 5am.

Today woke up at 2plus.Watched Tv & paint my toe nails while he was still sleeping.After he woke up,prepare & we went for our lunch.Brought 4 flavours of snow skin mooncake still the white lotus tasted the best ;) He slept again after we reached home & I kept talking to him asking him to answer me.Haha! :D

I found a phone that he used last time in his drawer & there was a SIM card in it.Charged to phone & I read the inbox & sent items.I read through each & every text I sent & he replied.They were 2008's texts.I laughed when I read those text,how would I behave that way? How he pleased me when we quarrelled.I kept telling him I wont be receiving those kind of text now lor.When we quarrelled you'll never pleased me like before lor.I miss the past ley..you promised you'll be better (:

My white DS lite had arrived & its reserved.

Tea leaves.
Last two day were bad days for me.Boss made me angry,bored of my job & my boyfriend. :( Quarrelled with boss on tuesday night he really made me damn mad okay! I shout at him,I watch tv all the way till I finished work he,himself serves the customer,cant be bothered.Unreasonable.I kept everything I want to tell him inside my heart.Told Baby= Useless.He dont even understand me.Worst of all was the next day I'm working alone.He NEVER failed to spolit my mood early in the morning.

Today Casper was back to work & I complaint to him everything.I got a wierd boss to me,he's crazy & had shorten memory at times.I cant said that he's not a good boss either.Casper asked me ignore him like he always does.

Sometimes,my "boyfriends" understand & know how to please me better than my boyfriend.I'hv been planning outing with my boyfriend before he go oversea.We're going to Night safari again,halloween night.(^^) Needless to say,I'll buy the pictures they took for us as memories just like last year.This few months,I'm the one dating him not the other way round anymore.Somethings is missing..no more sparks after 2years.

Just a little while more.Everything after tonight...

Suddenly I feel that we got not much time left.
Too many things have to be done before you leave.
-2more nights.

You'll never learn unless you reached my limit.
-3more nights to go before I can sleep beside you.
-7more nights to go before I received my pay.
-25 more days & you're going to leave for 3weeks.

I'm counting down everyday...

Baby,dont you dare forget what you said & promised when you put on the ring for me during our 2nd year annivasary & also a bigger stone after ORD. I want you,Forever.

Love you more than yesterday.
Yesterday after work,Baby & I were rotting at home.Seriously..bored lor.I asked him to go movie but he dont want.Wanted to meet up with Co. but they going chervon & we decide to give it a missed.At 11pm,De en texted & we decide to go as we were damn bored.Prepared & cabbed to Chervon.Everybody was there except for Rachel,Chunmay & Casper.Hongkai's gf was very friendly(: Sing & sang,drink & drank till 3am.Guess what he did? When I dont want to sit beside him? He carried me the way he carry a baby to the place he sat infront of so many ppl(!!) never give face de(!!)

Cabbed back to Fajar after that.I nearly vomite after alighting,the driver drove very fast he said he doesnt want to lose to Danny's cab.(-.-)Ended up we were the last to board & first to reach.Hehe ;) Take away Mac & things happened.Headed to Danny's blk & we chatted there then went up to his place for Majong with Zhaoyue,Baby & Danny.We start at 4plus ends at 7plus in the morning.My eye were closing when we just started with 西.

Back to Baby's place.Bath & slept.Baby's phone rang a few time in the afternoon(!!) slept back & we woke up at 5pm.Made "breakfast" for myself cereals with milk Baby made for himself.(^^) In the evening,he went down to get Spring chicken for the both of us while I stayed at home with his PSP.Bath & packed his bags for him then tv till he left for camp.His brother send me back & him back to camp.

We decide to get Bebe tops,BB cream,DS lite after Baby received his pay next month.He said he only pampered me once in awhile ley..I thought he told Deshuan they all he always gave me what I want??(^-^)

Good news.
Rachel told me her dream last night & we laughed on the phone.Her dream is related to our talks yesterday.I didnt even know she's like that,so interested in it.Lol! (^^) Rachel admit she needs a boyfriend.Guess what? Rachel & I were wearing the same things we brought yesterday w'o planning.She can read my mind better than Baby lor,really..

I got good news to share.My boss finally approved my off day on Monday,Baby is on his way back now I dont need to wait till tomorrow morning.Double Yeah! (^^) Boss is damn heartbroken today he kept saying that I'm the cause of it & I totally ignored him.I'm blame him when I keyed in the wrong barcode & he asked what's my surname? & I asked him the same question as well.

On wednesday,a taxi driver found a left behind wallet & the wallet contain our name card so he called the shop & Boss answered.His member no. was 7971 after checking,we realised he was the indian guy who refused to return our DVD and scolded when boss called him so Boss decided to buy 4D 7971.But he didnt won.Today,he decide not to buy anymore & the no. opened,1st prize.He was cursing all the way.His 10k flew away,my beijing roasted duck flew away too.He promised to buy me a Beijing roasted duck if he won any lottery. (^^)

Okay,Got to go..Baby cab to fetch me because I'm lazy to walk.Hehe ;)

Good morning..I'm going to prepare to work soon.The weather was bad,it's raining.Texted Private Saw just now.When he's working at Kbox,I'm his probation officer now he's in army,I'm his Major Goh.That's what his friend said.Reason behind,everyone knows he's afraid of me.Haha! :D But that was the surface lor actually,I'm the one who's afraid of him only when he's not in a good mood which happened once in a blue moon..He's coming back tml (:

Brought lunch for my Saw baobao then we watched Tv till I felt hungry again.He complaint that I ate too much nowadays & he dont want to accompany me for dinner.Planned to go Bt Timah for seafood but then he dont have the time.Maybe next time.Cabbed to Plaza to change his slipper then treat Saw baobao for dinner at Delifrance as Aunt gave me 200bucks,she won lottery (: After that to Watson brought a nail polish then cabbed back to his place.Prepared & went down to get his stuff.Chanced upon Joshua & Yf.Daddy(Baby's dad) send me home & him back to camp.His Mum asked me to call her mummy instead of aunty which make me so shy.

I spend my off day with the two most important people in my life this week (: Okay,back to work tml.Sunday morning will be the next meeting time with Saw baobao.(^^)

I'm at Rachel's place now.She is playing with my hair.Haha! after much pleasing,she then willing to accompany me to plaza lor.Naughty girl.She got no choice actually because she says she is lazy so I cabbed over to fetch her.Plaza for Baby's stuff & we also brought somethings for ourselves.From head to toes,we'll have something that is identical.(: Hahaha! Had our lunch tgt then cabbed back due to the heavily rain. Rachel! Please hurry up! Saw beibei is waiting for me & his lunch.(^^)

Good morning,I paint my nail last night while waiting for him to call me.It's raining heavily now so I dont think Serene is coming over to visit me.Haha! Anyway,Baby called he said he'll took a half day off later but still he have to book in tonight as he has duty on Saturday.Why like that? & my Boss dont seem to let me have my extra off on Monday lor! (T.T) Whr should we go later? Rot at home,movie or spending money like water? It's a nice weather to sleep.At least we managed to spend a night on Sunday.

Bee,I'll remember what you say "After NS,I'll....." You better do what you promised hor! (^-^)

Why are you so good all the times?
How I wish Baby is right beside me yesterday I'll grab him & give him a hardcore kiss la! Haha! I told him that I dont want DS at the moment I want BEBE top or BB cream he says "Okay lor,you decide le den we'll get it next month before I go oversea."Yeah!! That'll be the 2nd BEBE tee he brought for me.

Tml is my off day.Bear with it! He is coming back tml (:
I seldom call my boyfriend "Baby" now,that's how he call me but still I like to type the word "Baby" in blog or text.

Lifetime pillar.
Did I mention I want to go oversea again? Okay,Casper & I spend the whole afternoon yesterday talking about oversea trip.Haha! Although we were only saying but we're looking forward to it.We planned to go Sunway lagoon full of water activities but you know you cant predict your period & your friend's period lor.Sian..Maybe we're hitting Genting again as predict,not much people going as there were serving NS as for Baby I'll ask him to take leave with lesser people we can go down to KL as well (: One day..we'll hit Taiwan & Bangkok together.

Phoned with Baby when I'm on my way back.Guess what my Beloved boyfriend asked me? He asked me if I want a DS lite he want to buy for me.Haha! I'hv been thinking for a very long time still I dont know if I want.I know what will happen to it after a few days,it'll rot. ): He said he'll play dont worry as he was playing his campmate's DS now.Because of the games he want to buy the whole DS (-.-) Shall think about it again.

It's public holiday this Sunday mean I got one extra off day.Tml I'm going to ask my boss if I can off on Monday & friday/Sunday because Baby dont need to book in.Baby is coming back on the Friday evening go back on the Sat morning & back on Sunday morning.Asked him why so troublesome? He said ''Because you want me to come back accompany you mah"I thought is you want me to accompany you leys?...Haha! :D

Told Baby about dining at Sentosa next month.He said ok must quickly.Asked why? I nearly forgot that he's leaving to Australia for 2 weeks next month :'( For me? My life is just work & home.He said I'll go out till late everyday & he will asked his mum to call & spot check me.Lol! I'm going to prove him wrong. Hehe :D

If you're willing..

The hurtful time was when you walk away turning back.
I hope Baby enjoy his actual birthday celebration by his camp mates.I cant contact him for 5 hours yesterday because he fall asleep already & when he finally called me I ignore him.He told me his camp mate woke him up & smash a cake onto his face.Lol! He even asked me if I want to eat because they brought 2 cake for cutting & surprise him.I scolded him yesterday for not answering & he replied ''Today my birthday you want quarrel with me?'' I replied "8 more mins to go ley! " Haha! Baby give his wish to me.I hope he can be more thoughtful & love me only (: He said he already give me all his love & his Mum is my back up so he wont find another girl to love.Haha! (Fyi, Baby always listen to his mum.He even said if we get marry & have a house his Mum have to move in with us) I send him a birthday song & he kept singing to himself.Lol! :D I want to dine in at Sentosa next month..Can I? :)

Called Rachel after work but it was engaged twice when she called,I asked why is her phone engaged? She said because she was calling me.I want to tell her my tummy hurt badly today & also want to tell me her tummy hurt too.Haha! We always got the same thing in mind.(:

I strolled to work today I was hoping to reach work place soon because the weather & cramp is killing me already.After boss left,I quickly boil the water for my soup.In the noon,Casper went to buy his lunch & I was watching him eating suddenly I got the urge to eat.I asked him to help me buy as I was lazy to walk down.Boss was talking to me the whole night I feel like asking him to shut up so irritating.There is a customer I dont know is he mad or something.He asked me why I rubbed my tummy.I answered because pain lor.He asked me what kind of pain & why is it pain? I answered in a rude tone.(He come once in a while) normal pain lor..why? I cant have stomach ache? (-.-) Weirdo.

I'm working alone tml. ): I hope tml will be a better day.Actually I planned to go swimming this Sunday there's still chance we'll be going but his mum asked us to go to Baby's nephew's full month buffet this Sunday.

My current hair.Should I rebond next month?

I texted Baby at 6.40am today because he haven't text me.He repiled after I sent he asked me why did I woke up so early? Haha! I didnt stayed up to wait for his text ok.That's because Bell prepare to go school & she woke me up.He asked me to sleep back.I'm surprise to receive his msg.He asked me to wake up & prepare for work.Hehe! I repiled ok.After 5mins,he text again to wake me up.He knew that I'll sleep back for 5-10mins end up rushing.Haha! I love him so much (^-^)

Macdonald for breakfast today (: I knew it was coming lor..Zzz..Came knocking on my door again(!!) Luckily,the cramp dont hurt although I missed it for 2 months.Finally I can go swimming after this week (: I'm bored I texted Baby but he was busy.I cant find my perming tongs.I want to play with my hair trying big & small curls.I hope Rachel is there but I know she wont come to my place to let me play with her hair anymore because she brought it recently.):

The weakest side of me never fail to let you soften yr heart...

Tuesday night,Baby & I went fishing with Sylvester,Jermery,Joshua,danny,Ahchen & Deshuan the objective was to spend time with Ah chen as he's serving NS on Friday.Baby on call cab for me while he stayed there as I'm working the next day.He didnt so what he promised that leads to argument.I was hoping but the more I hope the more disappointment I get.I was shouting at the phone after work.He finally come back then fetch me to his place.At his place,I was texting I even took my phone to the toilet with me.I knew he'll be wondering..He came to the toilet & asked me what I want to have for dinner & asked to enjoy texting...I was smiling after he left.It was Ah chen,he was trying to cool me down.Hehe ;) How we get back again? He came to the room after dinner to talk to me,gave me a very long & tight hug against his chest which make my tear rolled down :')

Wednesday midnight,I pestered baby to go buy Instant mushroom soup with me at Bangkit as that was the only shop & save opened for 24hours however,they dont sell as it was outside :( Baby saw a fruit stall which opened for 24hours so we went to see & we brought champadak the walk home together.It's been long since we last walk such a long distant tgt.

Thursday after work,bath & we cabbed to Bugis.We were going shopping actually but the crowd made us lose the mood.Dinner at Bugis junction then we went to Bugis street to get my nails done.Baby choose the colour for me this time.Haha! The lady praised Baby for being so patient she also told me that all guy behaves well before marriage.Lol! Baby paid for it (: After that we cabbed to Cineleisure to meet Zen & Franis.It's was ladies night (: The waiter there pissed me off.I forgot what time we reached home.

Friday after work,I realised my champadak was not in the fridge anymore! Baby's Mum ate it & Baby promised to buy for me tonight.Pizza hut for dinner & we were bloated after that Baby demand to cab home from Greenridge to Fajar.Watch my drama while he played his PSP but something pissed him off we cab to Greenridge again (-.-) after everything done,we cabbed to bangkit for champadak.(: ate & slept.

Saturday,we celebrated baby advance bday at Top1 KTV we got a very spacious room when we only got 15pax.Baby dance & everyone video.Hahaha! :D I hope Baby can opened his eye big big & see the people around him. (:

Label: 5 in a group.

Let me do my last post of this week first.I'm very happy now,flying up to the sky already.Haha! when I was typing "Baby coming back tml,it's like finally" He called.He asked me to pack my stuff for a week & then go to his place to wait for him.Haha! It's been 8days since we last met okay!Tonight I wont be sleeping alone anymore.Hehe (:

Thursday,baby is going to bring me out & so qiao that it was our 25th month(: I want to get new sleeping wear.That day I saw one it cost 20buck for a sleeping wear which I dont think it's worth it because the material wasnt that good.Baby said he'll buy for me but no more liao lor.We shall go see this thursday.I love my Baby.(^^)

I ate alot today.I was craving for laksa when I was calling customers.After I finish my work,I quickly went to get it after a few mouth I feel like vomiting,I cant stand the smell lor.After an hour,I complaint to casper that I'm hungry so I went to get fried bee hoon needless to say,I didnt finished.While I was watching tv,I craved for Campbell's mushroom soup!!I was wondering what's wrong with me lor thinking of how to cook too then I remembered there's instant mushroom soup.Happily boiled the water then went down to supermarket to get one box of it.I had two serving at different time.I felt hungry after a few hours today ):

Okay,I'm going to pack my clothes for work,dating with Baby & during baby's bday celebration.Headache*

It's time for you to move on..It have been 2year.You'll alway be my bestfriend.Feel happy for me because I found someone that love me more than myself.I'm not that good that you think I am,really.The more we think back the harder it is to face each other.I cherish our friendship,always(: It's not over because we didnt even start..

Cabbed to town after preparing.Going out with sister,I can take my own sweet time because I dont need to meet anyone when I'm ready then we leave the hse tgt.Haha! 2pm,cabbed to FEP walked around then to Milly for pedicure.This time I choose a brighter colour & the outcome was awesome.Taka as sis want to get something after that to Cineleisure for lunch.I told her I'm treating her lunch yet she choose the cheapest set such a good sister I have.Hahahaha! Brought as top at Cineleisure then cabbed home.I tried the top once I stepped into the room luckily,I didnt regret (: I went out at 2pm,reached home at 5.30pm.Bell was complaining she said I cheated her.Hahaha!

100%
I was on phone with Precious till 12plus midnight last night.We chatted alot but there isnt any topic at all I think we're just entertaining each other.Haha!Didnt talk on phone with Baby last night because he was too slow so I went to bed after talking with Rachel.He must be thinking that I'm angry as I didnt reply his text as I was too tired.That explained the morning message I received today was slightly special.(^^)

Town with Sis later but she hasn't come home since Friday.This morning,Mummy asked if she overnight at her boyfriend's place? & I told her,"Mummy you're getting smarter after going back to work no longer have those aunties thinking ley..She's no longer that tom-boy we called liao & finally has a Bf."Hahaha!Bell is going to kill me.Mummy promised to get me a foundation from Beauty de KOSE but when she show it to me,I said I dont want.I dont like the texture of it,too thick for me.Not worth it add about 10 bucks,I can get a Channel foundation lor. /: Brought a maybeline mascara that day & I show it to Mummy it cost gng 20bucks & she told me she can get it at less than 10bucks!!She asked me why didnt I asked her to get it for me.If I know I'll asked you lor I can save money too.She said she remind me again she can get it alot cheaper than market price plus 30% of all cosmetics brand.Sometimes,I'm so proud of mummy or envy? She can get alot of thing at half price although she dont work there &I'm so stupid to get things that she can get it at half price :/ Baby brought white musk perfume for me at $34.90 mum said whatever she brought at The Body Shop has 50%.Walao!!

Update when I'm back.Bell said she'll wait for me when I'm doing my nails.I think that's because she's in a good mood :D

Keep it up;
I love the way you act this week every little thing you do made my day.Be it day or night I never let my smile went away.Even you're not by my side still I found the little happiness I have by every word you say.The first words in all the text you send,the first word you said when I pick up your calls.The last word at the last text you send the last word before we hang up the phone.I'm enjoying every stages of love & the last thing I ever want was it stop...

3more night to go..
Once & it's forever..

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Tml is my off day & It's not confirm if I'm going out with Bell.I dont want to waste any more cash but still,I want to get pedicure done.I dont like to see my toe nails w'o colour they looked awful.If only I didnt get medicure done then I can paint my own toe nails to save money ):

Yesterday Baby talk to me loudly which make me so angry at first but in the end,I laughed because it's been very very long since I make him angry & I miss the way he talked to me that way.He said,I'm crazy.(-.-)

I'm still not used to it.I'm at home now,sleeping at home too.It's Saturday you know!! )):

Satisfied.

Good morning everyone (: I dragged myself out from bed because of my blog.It's been long since I blog before work.Yesterday after work,meet Rachel & we bused to town.Fareast for accessories then Cineleisure for dinner at Kobayashi as usual,the chawamushi was my all time favourite whenever I dine there I must order that. (: Hurried to Centrepoint M)phosis for my slipper then back to Hereen for Strawberry snow ice.Back to Cineleisure for movie we were late still we shopped at the accessories shop when we were on the way.Luckily,we made it just in time.The show lasted for only 75minutes.Very funny show w'o a proper storyline.Cabbed back,bath,phoned with Baby then off to bed.I was exhausted when I reached home.

This is the first time you act this way because you're no longer that confident in yrself anymore & i'm glad.At least you cared,you asked,you questioned yrself.I wont let you taste the pain I once tasted.

Appreciated.
One of my customer brought me some Almond cookies when she came down to take her stuff.She bake it herself when I took it from her hand,it's still warm & I love the almond taste She made my day. (:

Woke up early in the morning today,this week I have been sleeping till my latest time I can I dont know why either.I just felt so tired although I slept early the day before.My eye bags are getting smaller & smaller. :D Went to work & I yawn alot at the same time thinking of tml outing with Rachel.

Today after work,Rachel came then we went to Plaza & chanced upon KL & mountain pig.Mountain pig mouth was still coated with honey lor.Haha! After dinner,Rachel accompany me for medicure at Citibella.I swear I'm not going there anymore.They kept asking you to buy package when I already said I dont want several times. (-.-) I brought a fake eyeleash from O2 skin & now,I regretted. ): Bused home after that. I cant wait from tml to come (:

As long as you're standing by me,I'll never afraid what's gonna come next...

Rachel felt guilty toward me.
I went to work in the morning & Casper went in.Which is something bad of course.(-.-) Back to Baby place for my drama.After 2 episodes went down to Jean Elegance to have my eye brown trim.Isabelle texted & told me I wont be alone on Sunday as she is able to go shopping with me,which is good. (:

Headed back to work & dear Rachel called she says she can go shopping with me on Friday after that we'll go for a midnight show.She also said that we'll go Hereen for snow ice,her treat as she felt guilty towards me.Precious,is not too late to feel guilty. :-P

Actually,Baby is coming out for night off but in the end,he didnt as he was too tired.Understanded.Still I felt a little bit disappointed but this time I didnt show (: He allow me to go out on sunday already because there's ppl accompanying me.Ytd,I told him I'll go shopping alone on Sunday as I dont want to waste my off day.He say NO! with a strict voice when I insist,he show his bad temper to me then told me that I'll not go out alone.He said he understand me leys :O

I cant wait for Friday to come.
I cant wait for Sunday off day.
I cant wait for Tuesday night next week.
I cant imagine I'll be spending so many night with Baby next week :D

My back pain act up again.): Baby said if I dont visit the doctor & get my X-ray done,in future it'll be very tiring & hard for me to give birth.Good for me then I wont lose my freedom & figure.(: Haha!!

Rachel is driving me crazy,I hate her!